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SiMoNa“If all else perished and he remained, I should still continue to be; and If all else remained, and he was annihilated, the universe would turn to might stranger”
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May 20 In your world By Muse
I'm hurting you again February 17 How about...... ???
Welcome back Simo XD (I must have serious problems hahaha, I’m talking to myself). This has been and is a hard, complicated period. I have loosen a straordinary friend and now an other one, even if ours was not a real friendship, though I’m really sorry 4 what happened. Nobody should die in that way. Anyway How about me? My life? Oh my God I think that one of my friend is in love with me and that made me get scared, bcuz I don’t want to have anyone guy, maybe just one ;) I’m thinking about future as very much as everybody can hear my brain working. I am missing speaking English, and I’m missing my friends. I’m looking forward to come back there by them. Oh shit, I miss his smell, his glance, his arms… I miss everything of him though I must wait for again looking inside his deep eyes. I wonder what he will do when I whisper him that I desire him I want to make love with him, feel his body on mine… I wonder. Hey I just miss one exam and it is being on next week… I’m not ready yet, I still have to underline it and study it. Tomorrow I have to again go to my prof and ask to her if the thesis is really ready to be printed and given to them. I sometimes think C., I asked to him to come Berlin on this winter… Oh I’m so confused that I don’t know what I should do with them. My Bro is splitted up with C. and I’m really sorry, I liked her, she is a good girl, though he has to follow his feelings and if he feels that, I can’t do anything else; just to cheer her up.I promised to myself as I got enough money I’ll get Canada even alone, I don’t care but I have understood life is just one and I want to properly live it without thinking anything. I’m officially on diet, I want to get 28 size… I’m not crazy, I just want to more love me. Ok now I have to go watching a movie with my bro and sis. Stay happy!! A kiss February 06 Lose myself - Lauryn Hill LyricsI used to do it for the love a long time ago
And all I ever wanted was love I used to love without fear a long time ago And all I ever wanted was love Then somebody came around and tried to hurt me Tried to make me feel like I was unworthy Took a pure love and tried to make it dirty Truth was they never did deserve me No! Chorus: I had to lose myself so I could love you better I had to lose myself, had to lose myself so I could love you better Had to lose myself, had to lose myself So I could love you better Had to lose myself in love And that’s just the way it is… Couldn’t tell me I was love when I needed it When, all I ever wanted was love. Should a told me just me because! I’m worth receiving it But all I ever wanted was love There’s is something awkward about the selflessness it takes to Give love and the good that it makes you! True love can never really forsake you But it took a little while just for me to see! Chorus: I had to lose myself so I could love you better I had to lose myself, had to lose myself so I could love you better Had to lose myself, had to lose myself So I could love you better Had to lose myself in love And that’s just the way it is… I had a paralyzing fear of facing failure And I couldn’t love you perfectly with fear in my head So I peerlessly had to face the danger So I could come back and love you whole instead All of your soul I said! So I could make it better Chorus: I had to lose myself so I could love you better I had to lose myself, had to lose myself so I could love you better Had to lose myself, had to lose myself So I could love you better Had to lose myself in love And that’s just the way it is… B-Sec: And so it goes that I never meant to hurt you Couldn’t stay but I never meant to desert you Whole lot a things I just had to work thru Time to heal and restore myself worth too Confrontation of my fears and anxiety Cried a whole lot years I suffered quietly And though it may have taken years I can finally! Tell you that you were always on my mind! Chorus: I had to lose myself so I could make it better I had to lose myself, had to lose myself so I could make it better Had to lose myself, had to lose myself So I could make it better Had to lose myself in love And that was just the way! Bridge: Takes strength to absorb all the abuse I did Great love to absorb all the misuse I did Hey baby it’s not an excuse I give. And I’d do it all again because for you I live Takes strength to absorb all the abuse I did Great love to absorb all the abuse I did Hey baby it’s not an excuse I give. And I’d do it all again because for you I live Chorus: I had to lose myself so I could make it better I had to lose myself, had to lose myself so I could make it better Had to lose myself, had to lose myself So I could make it better Had to lose myself in love And that was just the way! And that was just the way it is… Pocket full of stars -Nine Black Alps lyricsI don't know who you are
And I don't know where you've been Always out on your own Always down on your knees Now you know
I need a miracle A star-crossed lover An arrow in my heart I need a rainy day and an endless summer A pocket full of stars Oooooooh Oooooooh Maybe you're just like me You see the faces in the crowd Looking down at their feet Never once make a sound Oooooooh Oooooooh January 20 Ditemi che è solo un incubo....
Ditemi che è solo un incubo, che lui sta bene e che sarà lì quando tornerò. Per favore ditemi che queste lacrime sono invane e che lo potrò riabbracciare dinuovo.
Perchè, perchè non l'hai detto ?Perchè non hai chiesto aiuto?Perchè? Oh dannazione, perchè ... Stupido!Perchè te ne sei andato egoisticamente lasciandoci quest'amarezza... questo vuoto.
Ma perchè?!
Ti ricordi quel giorno quando mi hai abbracciato e mi hai sussurrato all'orecchio che mi volevi bene ma che non sopportavi di vedermi con quel strano cappellino rosso... e quell'altro giorno in cui usciti dal B's Club alla mia esclamazione "OMG THE SNOW!!!, tu mi hai iniziato a tirare palle di neve... ci eravamo promessi di festaggiare insieme la fine dei nostri studi...
Ti ricordi? Ma perchè l'hai fatto?
Oh Dio io Non voglio RICORDARE... NON VOGLIO!!! Voglio rivederti dinuovo, abbracciarti... rivoglio il mio amico, non una stupida immagine della mia mente, che con il tempo sbiadirà...ho paura di dimenticarti.
Non ci credo che non ci sei più.Voglio svegliarmi da questo incubo.
Eh ti prego perdonami se sono bloccata qui... ma verrò a trovarti con quel buffo cappellino rosso presto... scometto che riderai anche da lassù.
Scusami ma non riesco a salutarti. Non ci riesco. January 19 Feeling Good By Muse Lyrics & VideoWhat sexy voice he has!!!
"Feeling Good"
December 31 Here's to a wonderful NEw Year
Oggi è l'ultimo giorno dell'anno 2008. Un'altro anno è volato...
Ricordo che il 2008 iniziò malino, avevo concluso la storia con Filippo ed ero entrata in una dimensione tutta mia, non che ora non ne abbia una , ma adesso tutto è diverso. Non stavo male per lui, perchè mi ero stancata di quel rapporto, ma per me stessa. Ho fatto tante scelte e adesso sono qui, più carica di prima,credente fortemente in qualcosa. Dopo l'incontro con il mio splendido Marcin mi sono sentita meglio... tutto ha rininiziato a colorarsi e ho potuto respirare nuovamente. Non lo ringrazierò mai abbastanza ^^. Poi Berlino è stato sorprendente, quando sono ritornata qui non ero molto felice.
Qui non mi sento a mio agio. A dire il vero ho sentito la mancanza di solo pochissime persone oltre alla mia famiglia, questo mi ha fatto luce sul tipo di rapporto che ho con loro... Alcune di loro che si dimostravano "amici" sono i primi ipocriti ma ahimè per loro a me non fanno nè caldo nè freddo. Con il nuovo anno già so ke inizierà un periodo duro e pesante, ma sono contenta perchè so che frutti mi porterà e poi avrò i miei VERI amici a sostenermi , ma in primis la mia famiglia. Tutto ciò di cui avrò bisogno sarà Pazienza e un po' più di energia. Quindi per me il 2009 sarà un anno di nuove esperienze e di cambiamenti (almeno è quello che spero XD) assieme al mio amorino... (sbav sbav... che adesso mi manca parecchio....), e se tutto andrà come spero, sarà persino un anno dove ricambierò SICURAMENTE delle malefatte ricevute...muahahha il lato oscuro mi possiede maestro. Ci saranno tanti bei "vAF******" a raffica... e non vedo l'ora di farlo. Ok dopo tutto ciò Auguro a tutti un felice anno nuovo... chissà quanto freddo prenderò stasera. December 29 Rain on ur Parade Duffy Lyrics
I wish you well ‘Cause I know in time you’ll see what you did to me I’m gonna rain on your parade I’m gonna rain on your parade. I pity the fools who bathe in you ‘Cause I know in time you’ll see what you did to me I’m gonna rain on your parade. I’m gonna rain on your parade. I’m gonna rain on your parade. I’m gonna rain on your parade. I’m gonna rain on your parade. December 16 Walking On Air Kerli LyricsLa La La La La La La La La La La La La La There's a little creepy house In a little creepy place. Little creepy town In a little creepy world. Little creepy girl with Her little creepy face, Saying funny things that you've never heard. Do you know what it's all about? Are you brave enough to figure out? Know that you could set your world on fire, If you're strong enough to leave your doubts. Feel it, breathe it, believe it and You'll be walking on air. Go try, go fly so high and You'll be walking on air. You feel this, unless you kill it Go on and you're forgiven. I knew, that I could feel that I feel like I'm walking on air. She has a little creepy cat And little creepy bat. Little rocking chair And an old blue hat. That little creepy girl Oh, she loves to sing, She has a little gift And amazing thing. With her little funny eyes of hazel, With her little funny old blue hat. She will go and set the world on fire No one ever thought she could do that. Feel it, breathe it, believe it and You'll be walking on air. Go try, go fly so high and You'll be walking on air. You feel this, unless you kill it Go on and you're forgiven. I knew, that I could feel that I feel like I'm walking on air. Flitter up And hover down. Be all around, Be all around. You know that I love you. Go on, Feel it, breathe it, believe it and You'll be walking on air. Go try, go fly so high and You'll be walking on air. You feel this, unless you kill it Go on and you're forgiven. I knew, that I could feel that I feel like I'm walking on air. Feel it, breathe it, believe it and You'll be walking on air. Go try, go fly so high and You'll be walking on air. You feel this, unless you kill it Go on and you're forgiven. I knew, that I could feel that I feel like I'm walking on air. I'm walking on air. I'm walking on air. Yeah. December 12 Im nebel Im Nebel Seltsam, im Nebel zu wandern!
Einsam ist jeder Busch und Stein,
kein Baum sieht den andern,
jeder ist allein.
Voll von Freunden war mir die Welt,
als noch mein Leben licht war;
nun da der Nebel fällt,
ist keiner mehr sichtbar.
Wahrlich, keiner ist weise,
der nicht das Dunkel kennt,
das unentrinnbar und leise von allen ihn trennt.
Seltsam, im Nebel zu wandern!
Leben ist Einsamsein.
Kein Mensch kennt den andern,
jeder ist allein. Sweet Dream Beyonce LyricsEvery night I rush to my bed sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
either way i, don't wanna wake up from you sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true my guilty pleasure i ain't goin no where baby long as you're here Eclouds filled with stars cover your skies and i hope it rains you’re the perfect lullaby what kinda dream am is this very night I rush to my bed with hopes that maybe I’ll get a chance to see you when i close my eyes i’m goin outta my head lost in a fairytale can you hold my hands and be my guide December 08 ... so far. |
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